Unfocused

Good grief! Where do I even begin? Seems to always be the same story with me. I don't know what is going on in the atmosphere, but it's messing with my emotions. Today has been an emotionally charged day for me and I don't know why. I've been feeling so great lately, especially since coming back from Tribal Fest. I've been on a dance high and it's been amazing. All of the sudden, a bit yesterday and all day today I've had this weird feeling. Not quite happy but not quite sad. Whatever it is, has been pulling me in so many directions. The emotional Hit Man has clothes-lined me and I am having trouble getting up from that bump. 


I wish I could explain this. I'm trying to put everything into words but it's difficult. Yes, even for me! Must be the Venus in Gemini retrograde. It's messing with my emotions! Tends to happen a lot! 


UGH! And the retrograde's gonna last until June 27th! Yipes! 


This is what my horoscope says for this time period:


Aquarius
Children and/or immature adults bend your ear with their ideas. Discussions are playful in nature and, because you do most of the listening, you are considered deep. Misunderstandings occur even in the most relaxed of atmospheres. Be clear about what you hear and say, especially if there is a risk involved. Communications regarding speculative ventures and investments are particularly prone to error. A good time to review your creative projects. 


Guess I'll just have to stay alert and carefully consider what I say to people. Although I know that there is a certain truth that I need to tell. I just have to make time to tell it. I've let the chance slip by one too many times and I can't do that again. I owe it to the person on the receiving end, but most importantly, I owe it to myself. 


I know, I know. I'm kind of going off on a tangent! I seem to be good at that when I finally sit down and start to write. I can't seem to focus my thoughts. Not right now anyway.