Numb

So much has happened since my last post. Nonno (who I was writing about)  passed away the next day. I feel like I am numb. Putting on a smile and saying I'm okay. It's how I've been facing every day. The nights are the worst. I feel like he should still be here. He's never not been here. It's almost like I'm lost. I don't know what to do any more. I don't know how to feel. 

Riposa in Pace Nonno. Ti Voglio Tante Bene...